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pineapple trauma and feeling uncharted things – august

My favourite way to start a blog post usually is by recapping a sky observation, but as sad as it may sound, I’ve forgotten to look out my window. Things have been, scattered, and I have, been blindfolded. Today in my creative writing class our teacher gave us an impromptu question, she gave us the…… Continue reading pineapple trauma and feeling uncharted things – august

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I want to make a home out of this feeling

Since the last couple weeks, I’ve been waking up everyday in the belief that the truth is something I’ve made up because my brain just won’t register the fact that something like this could happen to me outside of the daydream I built in my head. A few weeks ago I got accepted into my…… Continue reading I want to make a home out of this feeling

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this silhouette of uncertainty has defeated the monster under my bed in a knife fight

The clouds have been gathering in the sky a lot often nowadays and they’re usually the highlight of my day. It looked like cotton candy today. Each second gets heavier by the moment, since I’ve started registering for my university entrance exams it becomes more apparent to me how real all of this is. I…… Continue reading this silhouette of uncertainty has defeated the monster under my bed in a knife fight

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here and there, somewhere

As I’m writing this down I’m listening to the instrumental version of the OST from Spirited Away, and even though there are no lyrics, I somehow still understand, the song is just that powerful and I think everyone should listen to it so click here if you want to. It’s called the Name of Life.…… Continue reading here and there, somewhere

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this quaran-teen turned quaran18 during this quarantine

last week was a cocktail of breezy weather and good toasty sun-rays, all of which i could only enjoy through the view my window permitted and somewhere over the course of all that nice weather and social distancing i became a legal adult. did the mountain of responsibility move onto my shoulder? no. did i…… Continue reading this quaran-teen turned quaran18 during this quarantine

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day 21 of quarantine: my brain cells are revolting against me

the world has come to an abrupt halt. being a person who hates routine, I’m literally being pushed into it with life pointing a knife to my back, and i have self sabotaging feelings throughout the day at 15 minute intervals. i’m clearly not adjusting well to a slow paced way, in fact i’m giving…… Continue reading day 21 of quarantine: my brain cells are revolting against me

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self quarantine, day 5 – restless days and a flicker of persistent hope

I haven’t stepped out of my house since 18th March, and I miss the feeling of the sun on my skin. If corona hadn’t broken out and forced a lock down, Egg and I would’ve been in the same state today. it’s been almost a year since I’ve seen her. if she would be here…… Continue reading self quarantine, day 5 – restless days and a flicker of persistent hope

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staying in, trying to breathe calmer

so i took a break from blogging because of various things, but mainly because i’d try to remove one thought out of my head and four more would fall out and it was starting to get really frustrating at a point. i would sit down in front of my laptop determined, the blinking cursor seemed…… Continue reading staying in, trying to breathe calmer

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literally having 2020 vision haha

Here’s something about winters, they make me sleepy and sad, but not the depressed kind of sad, but the gloomy kind of sad. The kind of sad that makes me want to switch my phone off, make the room dark and stare at the ceiling for hours. I’m a stereotypical winter lover, I wear fluffy…… Continue reading literally having 2020 vision haha

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here’s everything i thought about today

I got up an hour before my alarm rings because of a bad dream and tried to forget it. I thought about how much I wanted to forget that but couldn’t and yet I thought about it every hour of the day. After waking up I thought about the chocolate chip cookies and I thought…… Continue reading here’s everything i thought about today

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little by little, she moves forward

The days are getting colder by the day and if you have a blanket as soft and fluffy as the fricking clouds you would know how difficult it is to un-tuck yourself from the bed in the morning when you’re in the most perfect sleeping condition and it feels like all the planets have aligned…… Continue reading little by little, she moves forward

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winter murders my productivity

The sunsets have started happening sooner and the days have gotten colder and my intentions of getting out of my bed and doing anything productive have diminished GREATLY. The human race is so evolved and yet we couldn’t include hibernation in our seasonal changes list. This is what a human winter change list should ideally…… Continue reading winter murders my productivity

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new beginnings 🌿

The world begins again with the sky being enveloped in clouds, it looks comfortable and at rest. At peace with everything it’s overlooking. The day hadn’t looked so peaceful in a while. It intertwines everything it looks at in poetry. Did it know I needed this today? That I needed to be reminded to be…… Continue reading new beginnings 🌿