Life Update

four mental break downs and three coffees please

The last few days have been a rollercoaster, not the exhilarating kind where you have a boost of adrenaline and feel at the top of the world, but the kind where you’ve had too much food and didn’t give it enough time to settle and now you’re going to barf your guts out. I’ve never…… Continue reading four mental break downs and three coffees please

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I’ve been falling and falling (in love with everything)

The days are pleasant with big fluffy clouds and calm winds and sunlight that feels like a warm hug. I have never felt more at peace with my surroundings. I have never been so in love with everything. There are days when the sky would be bluer or the clouds would put on a show…… Continue reading I’ve been falling and falling (in love with everything)

Poetry

there’s a list of the things I love – a poem

there’s a list of the things I love – ash ash ash chocolate mocha coffee sandalwood soap a sky full of fluffy clouds ash a boy with really beautiful eyes with a mouth full of wonderful things three girls who I would willingly hand the universe to (Egg, El and May) the sound of wind…… Continue reading there’s a list of the things I love – a poem

Life Update

sweeter 17

yesterday the world turned the same, and I turned seventeen. I’ll be honest, I never pictured myself turning beyond sixteen years old, not that I thought I’d die by then, I just didn’t know what would unfold once my 16th year was over. I still don’t. It was 11pm, an hour inching closer to my…… Continue reading sweeter 17

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restless days, restless nights

My usual days are mostly me lying in bed after my lectures of the day are over pretending I’m lying on a cloud. The days got colder all of a sudden when I was expecting the summer to settle in. I’ve been running out of coffee faster than usual because I’ve started to believe that…… Continue reading restless days, restless nights

Poetry

i bring the revolution with me

my grandmother told me one day that I was named after a constellation so when you see me being reckless it’s because my ancestors were meteoroids powerful and earth shattering tearing the atmosphere like a stubborn lightning strike i was a haphazard shooting star before they tried to tame me i carve the universe on…… Continue reading i bring the revolution with me

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be gentle with yourself

Sometimes I feel that we only remember the instances when SOMEONE has helped us, or has been kind to us in ways. An act of kindness done by others that makes us feel a little happier. But why is it that we often neglect the kindness that we show ourselves?  The number of times we…… Continue reading be gentle with yourself

Poetry

2018 – an ex lover ( a poem)

a poem where i personify 2018 into an ex lover

Poetry

hating yourself isn’t poetry

hating yourself isn’t poetry my love show me all your scars and let me kiss them gently     your flaws aren’t ugly my darling they’re like the wings of a butterfly you can’t see them completely yourself but i can and they’re beautiful like a rose gold sunset   those who hurt you don’t…… Continue reading hating yourself isn’t poetry

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You Can’t Stop Me Loving Myself

Even if it takes a while sometimes
It’s okay, I’m in love with myself
I do what I do, so you do yo
You can’t stop me lovin’ myself
BTS

Floating Thoughts · Life Update

Crashing waves and Sunlight

These past few days were a rollercoaster. They felt like I was pushed from the cliff and then saved a few feet before the ultimate fall. My adrenaline levels have been so high and my heart has been thumping so loudly I constantly feared someone could hear it. I’m not going to go into details…… Continue reading Crashing waves and Sunlight